I'm writing this right now.

i might have already used this picture in a blog post but i'm too tired to go look and really, its just a great picture of my dog.

today was just all over the map in terms of driving and my sanity. i am currently sitting in a starbucks (shame!) in murfreesboro and i have just finished a long list of emails and things on the web. my fingers are tired. my back is tired. to be honest, my bum is tired of sitting. i should have counted the miles i've driven this month...it would be a lot.

i'll just go ahead and tell you there is no point to this blog. i just needed to write. needed to talk it out with someone, and look! you are here reading it so i guess we'll pretend you are sitting in the chair opposite me...wait, get off my laptop case...there you go, let me tell you about my life.

first, this cup of coffee is disgusting. the only thing i like about starbucks is that they are easy to find. and the red cups are pretty i guess. oh my gosh, since i sat down i have been blaring hymns in my headphones and let me tell you, if you need to calm your spirit, i don't think there is a better way to do it than hymns.

i visited a tree farm today about an upcoming engagement and boys was it cute. the owners are super nice and i just wanted to tell the lady i would be her best friend if she would let me. we could paint our nails and get coffee together! but only if she doesn't like starbucks either.

what is going on with all this pink hair? know what i mean? why? i only want to know why.

i got a new notebook and its a grid and its beautiful. Mel got it first but u figured sisters are allowed to have the same thing when they live in different states.

speaking of girls, girls are the worst. except the good ones, those aren't bad. but girls should probably be more like guys because that would solve a bunch of problems.

i am so thankful for good friends that take care of me and pray for me. its good to have friends that challenge me to pray.

my favorite hymn just came on...i think i'm going to cry...if you are a boy don't watch, if you are a girl i really need a tissue...

Here is love, vast as the ocean,
Lovingkindness as the flood,
When the Prince of Life, our Ransom,
Shed for us His precious blood.
Who His love will not remember?
Who can cease to sing His praise?
He can never be forgotten,
Throughout Heav’n’s eternal days.

On the mount of crucifixion,
Fountains opened deep and wide;
Through the floodgates of God’s mercy
Flowed a vast and gracious tide.
Grace and love, like mighty rivers,
Poured incessant from above,
And Heav’n’s peace and perfect justice
Kissed a guilty world in love.
— William Rees

i can't say much for than that. its cold here, i love it. i am so thankful for the seasons and the different things each brings. i hope you are having a good december so far. i hope you get to see your families and do fun things and party and eat cookies and be thankful for all the good things this time of year gives. you are a blessing to me for sitting down and listening to me ramble.

Posted on December 7, 2014 .