today i don’t feel like i have anything to write.
today i feel like everyone i know is a little on the edge. it probably the weather. it was such a beautiful weekend and now it is gray outside again. everyone is reminded its monday and that means back to work, except not really anyone went back to work. i talked to my friend working from home and she said she only has about three hours worth of work. she is a school counselor and how do you even do that when there is no school. the stay at home order is now extended to the end of april and i keep thinking about silly things like how will i celebrate my friends birthdays in april or how we are all missing the best weather for outside activities. i think those thoughts keep me from thinking about worse things and there i go again, running from pain, lol. jk. sos.
i’m honestly not doing terrible today. i have stayed pretty busy taking photos this morning, cleaning the house again, listening to the bible, drinking water and working out in my living room. i also am trying to make cold brew coffee because i miss buying overpriced coffee at the store and i need to recreate that little joy in my life.
i think one of the hardest things to figure out how to serve people right now. its taken physical action mostly out of service and i find myself thinking about this a lot too. and that leads me into thoughts about how our physical bodies are connected to our spiritual spirits and how those things are connected in scripture and how to we serve in spirit when physical bodies have to be separated right now.
and then i remember i got a D in philosophy.
its going to get better i think.