i made banana bread today and i lost my first wedding to the virus.
its one of those days where everything feels ridiculous to me. like how the heck is the world shut down, what is actually happening? how much has the media blown this thing up and how can i be smart but not lose my mind in my house for the next few months?
i know this is isolation getting to me. i miss being with my people so bad and i find myself, today especially, just wanting to know whats actually true. is this as dangerous as they say? or is it fear mongering and we are all buying into it. at the same time i just wish people would actually quarantine themselves for two weeks.
so what i’m saying is, i am a jumble today.
so i made banana bread. and i drank water and deep cleaned all my floors. and i looked through old photos and i made my bed and i only wore comfy clothes and i listened to the bible all day because i don’t know whats going on but i know Jesus himself is praying for me and all the people who are sick and all the people who are helping and thats the best news about this day.
its going to get better i think.