i am feeling a little stir crazy.
i am sitting here staring into the computer screen thinking, “what will i say day after day of this?” will i just tell you my emotions for the day? i guess that makes sense to do, so uh. today i feel happy…?
the sun is out and i have checked off everything on my to do list. i went for a very long walk, even though its kind of cold, and questioned again if this is all real life. i really have been trying to dig deep into what i’m feeling through this pandemic and trying to write it all down. the good and bad days. i think i will look back at this time and laugh at the rollercoaster of emotions my days are. and to be honest, i think a lot of it has to do with the weather.
i don’t know anyone who has it yet. i wonder if that will change, or when it will change. its weird just waiting.
thats really all i have today. here is a list of things that are giving me cheer today:
the iced coldbrew i am drinking.
the sunshine duh.
walks outside with my bestie.
that my husband just texted me he is almost done with work.
enchiladas for dinner.
soft pants.
photos on my fridge.
that its survivor night.
white nails.
leftover banana bread.
its going to get better i think.